I never GAVE UP!

---->SPECIAL BLOG ENTRY

Obstacles and hardships can't be avoided in life even if you're the richest man in the world. All of us can encounter problems in any time. It may be easy or tough to handle but please, DON'T GIVE UP!

Life is full of mysteries, right? You don't know if good luck or bad luck will come to you in a particular day. In my opinion, let's just enjoy every minute of our lives in this world.

During my first year in Cavite National High School, giving up entered my mind once, twice, and even thrice. It's because that time was the adjustment period from elementary to high school- new school, new classmates, and new teachers. I remember that I can't stop crying every morning on my first week being a freshman (I missed my former school, classmates and friends! huhu). And also, it was my first time to experience having 5-6 hours of sleep due to homework and projects (I'm still experiencing it now!). I said to myself that I will transfer to another school because of these things. But now, I'm already a junior student in the same school. If I gave up, do you think I'll be able to be a CNSHSian up to now? NO!

When Ma'am May asked our section if we ever thought of giving up, I was one of the students who answered "YES" undoubtedly. Even I, myself, was shocked because I didn't even think about what I answered. After a while, I found myself analyzing and recalling the things that happened to me. I said to myself "Oh no, I never gave up! Giving up just enters my mind but I never did it^_^".

stormy week...

"I won't tell you that I love you

Kiss or hug you

'Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin

I'm not lyin' I'm just stunnin'

With my love glue gunnin"

by: Lady Gaga

Last Monday, I had fun in the flag ceremony especially in the exercise because our section led it. I like the dance moves of Jap (wooh! IDOL!XD) that's why I followed him. I really really enjoyed that part of the flag ceremony! I know that we did a good job that's why I'm really proud of our section. GO 3N!^_^

Here comes "the impossible quiz" (based from Denise) in AP. I don't understand why the quiz is given first before discussing the lesson. I also don't understand why it's given to our section always?! (please correct me if I'm wrong!) Every time AP class is about to start, all of us are reviewing and holding reference books and notebooks. We're even used to prepare 1/2 crosswise everytime we're about to start the AP class. Honestly, I don't like this kind of strategy when teaching me. I'm not even sure if I learn something from it. As a result, I failed again. I'm not shocked anymore because I knew the outcome beforehand. The problem that I'm facing now is that even how hard I try to like this subject, I just can't.

"Walang pasok sabi sa balita. Huwag na munang gisingin si Chelzza" my grandfather said to my grandmother last Wednesday. I'm already awake at that time without him knowing that i heard what he said. I became very happy after hearing the GOOD news that I wanted to jump out of bed and scream! It's past 8 o' clock in the morning and I'm still in bed. After waking up, our family planned to spent the rest of day in Walter Mart to buy something we needed.

After that day, classes were suspended again. I thought that I'll spend that day just by watching movies, surfing the net, and sleeping. Well, it's unexpected that I became sick and had a fever again. I became sad because I really wanted to see my classmates the next day and to wear our girl scout uniform (hiphop!?). Good thing I was able to recuperate from my sickness last Friday that's why I went to school during lunch time.

This year, the Science Club in our school will host again the search for the Mr. & Ms. Earthwatch Teens. And again, I'm excited for the coming pageant by the end of the school year. Last Friday, we had a program during our vacant period. The representatives of each section introduced themselves and said something about saving Mother Earth.

On that day, I still felt sick after recuperating from my fever (the reason was mentioned on my last post). One of the reasons why I went to school on that time is because I know that there will be assignments to be done during weekends. If I didn't come, how will I do those things? ( I'm a good role model right? haha!) Also, I wanted to see the candidates for the pageant that I mentioned earlier. I wanted to cheer and support Mizpah and Vhil because they are our sections' representatives. I also supported students from the lower years and my friends in the other section. I became very

energetic (energetic only, if very that's different! haha) on that time and enjoyed every minute of it.

I'm hoping that our section will be included in the top 5 just like last year. To all my classmates, let's collect? or should I say create more waste?!?

XD

I'm captured^_^

"You knocked me out and you locked me up

Stole my heart like a thief at love,

Keep me here in your happy ever after

I'm captured"

by: Christian Bautista and Sitti

I am very much addicted to this song. I'm even singing it for almost ten times everyday in school! I love the message of this song and it makes me feel relaxed. Actually, I always remember my crush? who is one year older than me every time I listen to this song. Noticed the question mark after the word "crush"? It's because I can't say whether I still have a crush on him. There are times when I feel very happy seeing him and there are also times when it feels just ordinary. This side of my life is really confusing!!!

Enough of the girl talk. I'll tell now the good and the bad thing that happened to me in school for this week. My group with Arrenzo, Zeus, John Paul, Nikko M., Robert, Mizpah, Judy, Camille and Nicole sang "Stand by Me" for our performance in Music. It was fun practicing with my group members especially when deciding which background music and choreography we will be doing. And I'm happy that even though we only had a short period of time to practice, we're able to perform it well. My performance in the class, especially in Advance Statistics and in Chemistry, is going well. I managed to get passing scores in the quizzes on almost all of the subjects except in Social Studies. I admit that this subject is what I least like that's why I'm trying to study more. It feels like it's the end of the world when it's AP time. I feel nervous every time Ma'am Evelyn is around. I even got two failing scores on our quiz in this subject. *sigh*

I'm already looking forward for our new subject this coming week. We will be having our Spanish Class! I'm happy that I'll be able to speak three languages- Filipino, English and Spanish. Isn't it great?

Here's one good news. At last I'm able to wear our girl scout uniform! It looks GOOD and I love the color combination! I hope that next year, this will also be our uniform.

I'm a little bit disappointed to know that only the 3N boys will lead the exercise on Monday. Sir Mojica said " The section who is in charge for the flag ceremony and the flag retreat next week will be the 3- Nitrogen". But why is it that only the boys will perform in the exercise? Then what are the 3N girls suppose to do?

These are all of the things that I remember. My blog ends here for now...^_^

goodbye Math Center! XD

"Welcome back!:)"

I consider this week as my first week in school. I'm very happy to see the smiles from my classmates' faces upon seeing me being back to school. I can say that each day I spent with them is an unforgettable experience. Happiness is the number word in 3N's dictionary. In fact, our classroom is filled with laughter and I can say that I'm one of the students who laughs loud (And I hate it! XD)

"Bad news):"

This was what our adviser told our physics teacher who is in the middle of discussion in our section. I became very curious, not only me. all of us. After our teachers talked about the matter, they told us that we need to move to the former 3N room. Inspite of this, me and my friends celebrated because we really wanted to transfer. I know that there are many advantages that we can get after we move out. Because of this, we needed to clean our room, fix our things, transfer our lockers and many more. Denise and I cleaned the comfort room. It's not an easy task because it's hot in there!

After doing all of these things, we had the time to rest. Zeus introduced us a new game called Mafia. In this game, the game master will be the one to choose the mafia. The mafia will kill one of the member. The identity of the mafia is not known except for the game master. It's a game that I really enjoy especially when I'm the game master! I love saying "Good for the mafia!" because it thrills the members.

In our last day, our teachers gave us many homeworks. It's like we are celebrating Independence's Day to do our homeworks. In our section, I noticed that something had changed. Our section is now happier and closer to one another. Denise, Jona, Ariane, Lara, Camille and I made friends with a student from the lower year. It's fun talking to him because he never runs out of topics. We had our flag retreat because of the celebration.

Until my next post...<3

almost a week of rest...

Oh no!!! This is my first time having a fever after 2 years? It was really unexpected. I just got home from attending the first day of school and after that, I became sick...I wonder what's the reason?

Tonsilitis has always been the reason of my fever. As expected, it's also the reason of my fever now. What can I do? I'm addicted to chocolates!!! I should refrain myself now from eating sweets and chocolates or else my tonsil's condition will get worse.

It was a torture for me staying in our house while lying on the bed for 4 days! I can't watch television, use the computer, chat with my friends and go to school! Also, I always experience headaches that makes me crazy! It feels like my head is cracking, yeah.

Jollibee hamburger? French fries? Burger Steak? Beef Strips? or Siomai? I can't believe that I rejected all of those foods! First time?!? I can't taste the food well and I don't feel hungry during those times.

After 4 days, I gained my strength again and it's good to be back to my normal condition^_^

the start of a new journey

It was the first day of school, and yes, I really need to go to school after the many days of staying in the house just sleeping, relaxing, and surfing the net for many hours in a day!

As I enter our school, I didn't see many students cleaning the ground which I think will be the one that we'll do first after arriving. I remembered the times when we were cleaning in the admin. where I had happy memories with my 2N classmates.

I feel uncomfortable during the time I entered our classroom and I'm not sure for what's the reason. Maybe it's because I'll be having new classmates to deal with? I really don't know why.

As what I'd observed, our class is no longer the way it was before...energetic. I'm wondering why some of my classmates who are talkative and loves to crack jokes kept quiet. I was thinking if the reason is that because they changed. But when I heard Arrenzo singing "Bulilit, bulilit sanay sa masikip...Kung kumilos, ang liit liit!", I found myself saying, nothing changed!

This is the first day and I expected that lessons will not be discussed yet and only introduction to the subject will be given. I thought that I'll enjoy every second of my stay in school but I was wrong. I felt sleepy and I wanted to go home early. Denise felt the same way. "nagkasundo?"

Dismissal time is what I'm waiting for. And I can say that I'll only smile if it's going home time^_^. I'm happy that the first day of school had passed.